Where Are You Now

August 20, 2014

I’m listening to Melody Fall’s, Taylor Swift’s, and Kelly Clarkson’s songs lately. Just a little bit bored with Kpop. Then, hey I found this song ! Never heard it before. Hello you, my one and only ultra stroberi *ugh

You said you’d be here

Well I’ve been waiting way too long now

And still there’s no sign of you in the distance

If you’re even coming

I’m through praying

I keep getting God’s busy line

You said you’d be here

But don’t worry baby

You’re not the first to disappear

Where are you now ?

Just when I crumble

Now that I’m falling down

Where are you now ?

Now that I need you the most

Just when I thought I was home

Well I’ve gotten used to it

I don’t even miss you

Can’t remember why I’ve been crying

I don’t feel it anymore

I’m so used to seeing that damn door close

All your letters and

All your kisses and

All your words

They don’t mean anything

All my thoughts and

All the time we spent

All those memories

I’m erasing

With all my heart and soul

I’m all out of hope

I guess I’m through with love and lying to myself

Cause you said you’d be here

I’m looking around

And you’re nowhere near baby

You’re holding somebody else close

Just when I thought I was home

**About the ‘erasing’ part, no I won’t. I will never do that though I need to. Years told me that I loved you this much ( i said ‘loved’ instead ‘liked’ just now ! hell yeah). I always believe in you, every single words from you. Oops, scratch that. I used to believe in you. Goodbye, from now and on.